and the world has come down on me again….

i hate curiousity….
it’s painfull….

some people just never think before they act or speak…
they speak their mind so quick…
and end up regretting it…

gah….
pathetic….
why do i always meet this kind of people…
at first they look friendly…
talk sweet… and so so….
somehow i always end up believin them..
and then…. in a blink of an eye… they’re gone….
actin like nothin happen….
can’t be reached…
they’re just gone….

darn….
how i hate this thing…
i try to avoid these kind of stuff….
but i always end up with this kind of stuff….

well….
things happen for a reason….
they always do..

and i believe it…..
 

but until i found that reason…
i won’t be satisfied…

am i wrong….

dunno…
who cares…

i don’t
…

i can’t fight this feeling anymore…..
more or less… i am lost….
my mind is slipping away….
my dream…

i’ve lost myself….
and now….
it’s gettin worse…..
where will all these things go…
where will all these feeling go….
i don’t know…
and i couldn’t care less…

ahhh…
let them be….
the future may seems dark….
and it’s even darker now….
but the secret shall be revealed…
in time….

until that day come….
i shall wait…