Why the f*ck am I so f*ckin pissed off these days…
Everything seems to be broken….
All the sh*t that goin on around me makes me wanna scream…
What the f*ck am I doing here…

Sh*t happens and it’s sucks…
That’s reality….
What’s real…

My dreams are fading away…
I’m loosing my grip…
I can’t hold on much longer…

Heaven queen….
Carry me…
Away from my pain…

Cuz there’s a hole….
In my soul…
And it’s killing me…
Forever….

Darkness
a song by Disturbed

Don’t turn away
I pray you’ve heard
The words I’ve spoken
Dare to believe
For one last time
And then I’ll let the

    Darkness cover me
    Deny everything
    Slowly walk away
    To breathe again
    On my own

Carry me away
I need your strength
To get me through this
Dare to believe
For one last time
And then I’ll let the

    Darkness cover me

    Deny everything

    Slowly walk away

    To breathe again

    On my own

Dreams…

What’s
real and what’s not.

Humans
and their dreams are mutual…

Their
dreams show who they really are…

The
dream makes the man…

And
those dreams make people feel alive…

Adding
colors to their live…

Makes
them feel that tomorrow will be a better day…

People
who live in dreams do nothing but dreaming…

They
have dreams but they never try to reach it…

They
just keep dreaming…

Hoping
that one day the dreams will come true

Without
trying to reach them

And
sometimes they don’t know the differences

What’s
real and what’s not…

People
who live with dreams know what they’re doing and why….

They
live their life and live their dreams….

Together
they reach their dreams through living it…

And
their dreams will come true (sooner or later)…

A
person without dreams is a living dead man…

Living their live with
nothing…

They do something because
they have to…

Or just because that’s what
people usually do…

How to reach dreams…?

Live it….

How to find your dreams…

Try… and try harder…

What’s your dream….?

Don’t ask me…

Ask yourself…

And if you don’t know the
answer,

May God help you…

and the world has come down on me again….

i hate curiousity….
it’s painfull….

some people just never think before they act or speak…
they speak their mind so quick…
and end up regretting it…

gah….
pathetic….
why do i always meet this kind of people…
at first they look friendly…
talk sweet… and so so….
somehow i always end up believin them..
and then…. in a blink of an eye… they’re gone….
actin like nothin happen….
can’t be reached…
they’re just gone….

darn….
how i hate this thing…
i try to avoid these kind of stuff….
but i always end up with this kind of stuff….

well….
things happen for a reason….
they always do..

and i believe it…..
 

but until i found that reason…
i won’t be satisfied…

am i wrong….

dunno…
who cares…

i don’t
…

i can’t fight this feeling anymore…..
more or less… i am lost….
my mind is slipping away….
my dream…

i’ve lost myself….
and now….
it’s gettin worse…..
where will all these things go…
where will all these feeling go….
i don’t know…
and i couldn’t care less…

ahhh…
let them be….
the future may seems dark….
and it’s even darker now….
but the secret shall be revealed…
in time….

until that day come….
i shall wait…

life sucks isn’t it….

there’s so many things that makes me pissed off these days…

this and that and that….

ow… f**k all this sh*t….

realize it or not… this world sucks…

the only thing that makes it better is how people look at it…

if people see it from the good side…

there’s always a good side of everything….

and when they see it from the other one….

there’s nothing good comes out of anything….

some people stick with this…

the good one or the bad one…

who’s right?

no one….

even good things has a bad side…

and even the worst thing always has a bright side….

so which one is true…?

beat me…

i believe in these things…

both of ‘em….

if u ask why….

i don’t know….

and i don’t care…

one thing that i belive in is that "…to all thing comes an end…"

no one could ever question that….

but i guess that no one cares huh….

well why should u….

i don’t…..

i am bored with my life….

nothin special happening these day….

and even worse…. i have nothing to do…

…..

the college task is fallin down like rain…. programmin stuff is killin me…

i was supposed to focused on my final thesis, or at least do somethin about it…

but i don’t do anythin yet…

and my one and only daily stuff (gaming) is goin down…

….

i have bought 6 games up till now….

and none of them workin….

the reason is just because my graphic card is lower than the requirements….

damn….

what the heck am i supposed to do… 

just a little introduction….

i don’t know why i’m fillin this blog… i don’t care…

and i haven’t think about what will this blog contains… i don’t care either…

and i don’t even care if there’s nobody will open this page…

so let’s just get on with it….

this blog may contain anything….

so you can expect somethin weird or somethin stupid inside…

this blog will be written in english, even if my english is the worst ever….

i don’t care

and that is that i guess…..

a quite awful introduction if i may say…

but once again…. who cares…

i don’t…..